The Night I Walked And Met This Thought

Isn’t walking a simple act and yet it unleashes so many words our mouth couldn’t tell? Here is one of those thoughts I met yesterday:

I am not happy nor sad

I am not eager nor reluctant

I am not excited nor unenthusiastic

I am not joyful nor depressed

I am neither of the two opposite poles you could think of

I am probably in the middle

The middle I don’t know how to call

I couldn’t qualify it as contentment either

I feel like I am floating in a space not knowing where is West or East

Not even a Northern star to see anywhere

How I wish I am confident that I’m just lost

But how could I be lost in a place that was not mapped yet

And, the next time that I walk, I hope that I could at least find a compass.