I miss having this kind of life where every weekend I can write my thoughts here.
But, life has been eating me whole the past weeks and months.
Despite promising to myself that I will write here once a week, I found myself feeling tired and choosing to lay in bed doomscrolling.
I have been balancing two jobs. For the first time in my life.
One requires my whole physical strength, the other needs my mental health.
While adjusting in my new house and environment.
I lost a couple of good habits I already built (like running every afternoon).
Am I really not having time? Or my mind is tricking me?
I miss this page as I miss my life.
Sometimes we need to sacrifice small things for a greater goal.
A greater goal full of uncertainties.
We can only hope that it would really result to a greater goal.
*sigh*
larswrites 