Habits determine your future. I admittedly have lots of bad habits I am trying to change into good ones. But things you built up for years are hard to change overnight. It is detrimental to our mental health to think that you can be a different person in a day or a week or even a month.
Nothing is impossible. The universe has fully convinced me that people are limitless. What restricts us is our mindset. A weakness we created over the years which we have to strengthen up to its core. It is not easy.
Over the last years, I have been wanting to be a changed person my future self will thank my past self. I made efforts but I keep coming back to those bad old ones. I needed to be less harsh and forgive myself but it is becoming a dark rat wheel for me. A cycle that I have to break.
Maybe I need to be more harsh to myself. Push more. And do not give up when things become hard. Persist. Commit. Get disciplined.
Be hard to yourself. Try again and not fail a day with your routine. Do not give in to the temptations. Maybe life is supposed to be difficult to enjoy the easy.
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